Tuesday, June 20, 2006
[*h.UnG.3R*]...well ... for one ... i'm definitely feeling hungry right now ... haha ... thus the title ... but yar ... hmmm ... was thinking of things again ... didn't go for the PDP thing with the kids today !!! i wanna go ... but i have my responsibilities as a student to STUDY ... what a responsibility ...
anyway ... i feel that God is trying to tell me something ? well ... since young, my mom has always told me that she hopes to see me get baptise one day ... she didn't get me baptised when i was a baby cos she wanted me to make the decision for myself , just like God gave us the freedom to choose what we want ... that kind of thing ...
so anyway ... through my years of growing up ... in my head i knew i wanted to get baptise ... i just didn't know when ... if i was ready for it ... or if it was what God wanted for me ... but recently ... it seems to me that He is trying to tell me that it's time ... time to get baptise ... around me ... the topic baptism keeps coming up ... and i feel that i'm finally ready to make the decision to get baptise ... but ... i'm still uncertain ... i don't know what to do ...
1st of all ... the church that i attend DO NOT practice baptism ... thus , if i wanna get baptise , i have to attend baptism classes in another church ... and i don't know which church to go to for baptism class ... so yar ...
2nd of all ... you know when you're doing something new ? you always have this fear ... so yar ... the thought of doing something new to me especially since i have to go to a new place also is kinda making me scared ... so yar ... my fear ...
hmmm ... yar ... so how ? i'm unsure ... but it feels more like i'm trying to run away from it ... bleagh ... hmmm ... guess i'll pray more about it ... and yar ... anyway ... does anyone want to attend baptism classes with me ? cos it'll definitely make things easier if i'm not alone ... so yar ... as in physically alone ... cos God is always with me ... so yar ...
k ... gotta go study now ... yup ... my responsibility ... so yar ...
love,
cheryn ...
posted at 6/20/2006 01:59:00 pm
